and people kept on
and again and again
the same wave hit
and now I tremble with it
one day maybe it won't affect
but right now,
right now
I tremble
each interaction
similar to what scared me
now brings about insecurity
and I'm a grown woman
ashamed that it hurts me
and how it pins me down
with feeling unworthy
one day maybe it won't feel painful
but right now
right now
I live in the cycle
it is that feeling safe
to just love and be loved
is that mountain far in the distance
and I'm not that little girl
begging for it anymore
but at times the clouds role in
and I find myself alone again
so one day maybe I won't be
but right now,
right now
I'm learning
- les'nspired
