It's something like

It's like existing. 
Its like knowing.
It's like a key was turned,
and my heart started glowing.

-aq/lesnspired

Seeing clearly

ah, i see, i got it now;

it's what i saw some time ago
i just wish you would have been up front about
how soon you let it all go.

it would have helped
to match where you were
to stop kidding myself
and then believe what you let me know.

i only fault you this:
your omission and your fear,
to not speak up and let an old friend see
that you were no longer here.

...

free only

in my mind

next to nothing

instinctively

succinct to loving

here at the 

end of what I call,

disappearing

-aq/lesnspired

Significant

I think mostly my pride

makes me want to hide,

so that no one can see

I stand alone with this tree,

to admit openly

no one watches for me.

Is it always so bad

to not be wanted by man?

Can I find satisfaction within

from simply being able to live?

Back and Forth

Oh unreasonable soul,

let it go, let it go...

Oh senseless heart

rip it apart, rip your world apart.

maybe, 

just maybe,

You will grow,

and maybe,

just maybe,

you won't die like you think you will.

-aq/lesnspired

Always Late

Oh my, it's rough,

but that is my love.

You're so proud of yourself?

You think it's you, that's why?

You're so stupid special

because you made a girl cry?

No, it is not all that

The way it all is.

It is so much me and my love,

That has me like this.