incase you wondered

if i could have said anything 

it would have been to

“push, say it, be brave.

don’t let the moment pass us by.

do not hesitate.”

when you saw me 

and you wondered 

you should have thought 

yes she wants me to 

even when you didn’t know 

tell me

tell me

how to love you 

and i’ll meet you 

right where you need me to 

show me 

what is okay 

what is exactly 

the amount i can do

isaac

i will laugh out loud into the universe 

pray on my knees to My God

lay my words upon His feet 

ask him to make a diamond out of me 

there’s nothing left for anyone 

that carried or held or loved

so much investment of my heart 

and here it lays full of dust