in the end

in the end 

what is there?

but broken memories

and shattered consistencies?

naivety

why are people so cruel?

what happened to kindness?

it was lost somewhere 

between the ego and the madness 

how far

How far will I go 

in the opposite direction

of where I want to?

Who will stop me?

Only me can stop me.

𓆙deadheart

 it was easy for you wasn't it

to wake up refreshed

after everything?

 even when the tempest raged

outside her window

and caved her roof in

 it was easy to walk away

and pretend you never meant

to say the things you did,

 even when at the time your

knowing looks tried to convey

exactly what she read

i was looking for it

i was looking 

searching for familiarity 

something i would recognize 

as my own heart within 

and i came back up empty 

there was nothing 

there has never been 

Welcome All

Welcome all the folk

who hold on to hope

like it's the very breath

of their forward movement

Welcome all of those

who wake up and say "nope"

because it's hard to breath

in the darkness of a moment

obviously

was i not looking?
not really looking?
or did i just not recognize 
what was staring at me?

safe place visualization

She said to imagine your little self
at different ages safe and happy
Where would they live?
Who would they be?

Imagine their place
and fill it with things you adore
Like treats, comfy corners,
animals and more

You can have your favorites 
things all in one room
and then your very own landscape
surrounding you

baby girl

baby girl
i feel you
the way your heart breaks
into a million pieces
and you keep smiling

you don't let them see
how dark you feel
when life breaks you
and you keep smiling

summer ₊✩‧₊˚ 𓆦˚₊✩‧₊

₊✩‧₊˚𓆦˚₊✩‧₊

fireflies of the evening 

come and keep me company 

yes, come and dance 

ever so delicately

you float and sway 

and twinkle away

and i am breathing anew 

just enjoying you

be happy

I can’t keep up

I’m falling off this train

How could I ever keep up?

There is no way

 

Go faster 

go longer 

You have the stamina for that 

I hope it makes you glad 

all the options you have 

classic silent film

you want her to love you 
you sure hope she does 
but she’s ambiguous about it 
and you are left with crumbs

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : good story

(chorus)

let it go

little one

when the world

seems far gone

and you feel so tired

of the same old song

oh, let it go

my love

because doubting never brought anyone peace

or a good story to tell

blue

His eyes were blue and clear

and they rested upon me

in quiet contemplation

never hurried

and gentle

pondering much

but revealing nothing

Before

Once

When I wasn't a stupid girl

the small blip of a moment 

when I wasn't

The floor blossomed before me

with daybreak

The sky illuminated above me

without mistake

I saw clear skies for that time

honest, pure, and still

And the beauty was that it wasn't

in my head anymore,

It was real

He knew me best

He knew me best

He knew me

in all my 

intricate detail

He raised his eyes

and saw me

I was a puzzle 

he knew quite well

your reason

What is your reason 
for opening your eyes each day?
for smiling at a distant thought
or maybe one not so far away?

Is it a person
brand new who you are falling for?
Is it someone you’ve known
and you’ve always adored?

Is it a purpose 
bright and strong shining ahead?
Is it like a beacon in the night 
and why you lift your head?

Whispers

whispers of your love 
softly upon the ear 
it echoes through the night 
in a range tender and sincere 

sometimes she can’t

sometimes she cannot look at herself 
in the day to day 
as though if she ignores her face
then she does not actually exist 
she will disappear 
finally fade away 

but life 
oh life it begs to be lived

Little Sister

Little Sister,

I am sorry 

for the world can be 

so unfair 

The things we love

don’t always give us that hug 

and sometimes we lose 

sweet ones that are always there 

But know that while this world

is not for the faint of heart 

you do not travel alone 

you have many who love you here 

Little Brother

Little brother,

I know what only 

a big sister could 

that you cry when you are hurt 

but you act like you never would 

daughter

I am the daughter 

of my heavenly Father 

and he has never let me go;

I am safe in his strong reliable arms 

and he has never made me feel 

too much, unwanted, unloved or

without a home

How safe

When you can hold the heavy

as easily as the light

and the brightness of day 

is as safe as the darkest of night,

Delicate Balance

You were not meant to be 

the entire world

but you were not created 

to be ignored.

Top Tier

Top tier gentleman

in the glasses

and the suit pristine

Always coming by 

to remind me

what top tier can be

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : I am here

you walk and hold out your hand

the breeze is shifting and you like the feel of it 

on your fingers 

but i know what you need and inside what you want

that one day someone take that hand instead

so i’m going to put my hand in yours 

If that’s okay 

thunder

It is crackling rumbling 

thunder outside 

and my heart is like that

rolling and turbulent 

dark and tumultuous;

no rain 

try not to

try not to hate him, girl 
oh try not to hate him 
he did his best 
forget the rest 
let him be another’s test

stay wild

trying to stay wild

laugh from the inner child

and remember life is more 

than this trial

it is so much more

Les'Nspired

good mornings

morning light caresses the dew upon the grass
the breeze is gentle and refreshing upon the skin 

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Edmond Dantés

I adored you

time was running

and I was loving

the whole of it

the enemy was buried

and found within me,

I'll name him Edmond Dantés

and banish him to the Chateau d'If,

I’ll frame him for disloyalty

and he can avenge me later for cruelty

book chat

Let’s speak of books 

easy things like that 

pass the time 

have some wine 

exchange some literary chat 

To that Day in November

I will honor you
as the day the sun went away
and the dark clouds rolled in
obscuring my way
and I had no say

I will honor you
as the day lightning struck my core
thunder carried on... and on 
giving me nothing to live for…

How are you?

 "How are you?"

*shrug*

only the truth for you.

to everyone else, "I'm great!"

but only the truth for you.

-Les'Nspired

Hello Moon🌙

Hello Moon,

What say you?

What will be my next move?

Out of reach in a sky dark blue

I want to lay upon your crescent hue

Swing my feet at the edge

and whistle a soft thoughtful tune

Set on it

It didn’t quite turn out

the way I thought I heard it play

but my heart was set on it

It wasn't quite perfection

It wasn't the only good thing

but my heart was set on it

little boy

little boy

sit beside me

this is a safe space;

whoever hurt you

however deeply

they will leave no trace

give me your hand

let's breath in

and let it go away;

we are together

no one will bother you

ever again in such a way

you let me be your friend

and I am honored with your trust;

no one will harm you, sweetheart

and you can be just as you must