he told me he was done with trying
been there. done that.
invested and lost track
of all he did to try and find it
he said he no longer
thinks so hard about it
has given up
because it’s never panned out
it must mean it’s not for him
and i sit in my own set of circumstances
and he has no idea
how his words are speaking
because i know the feelings of defeat
of giving up
for what i thought was for me
and how evidence keeps proving
it’s not how it’s going to be
i listen to him disagree
with all my positive reasoning
i
am
trying
but inside, down deep
at least in this life for me
the evidence is convincing,
i
am
so
tired
and quietly,
i agree
- les’nspired
