April 15, 2026

observation mode

sometimes 
you are at a loss 
you step back and realize 
you’ve made no difference 
you ask what was it all for?
was it just moving time along?
was it all delusion?

where was the lesson? 
because at the very least, there must be a lesson

sometimes
you could
laugh 

observation mode 
exhaustion sets in 
move your body to do the necessary things 
pray you hurt no one in the process 
and that no one hurts you 
because you have no 
heart left for 
pain

only smiles here 
only smiles 

until 
you can
cry 

- les’nspired