she fainted
not once or twice
but three times
the morning she faced it
it hit her like
a ton of bricks
a freight train
a lack of oxygen
or dehydration, apparently
she wanted to be aware
so she’d know how much to care
she wanted to grin and bear
and then she just fell in it
and it was quite embarrassing
how little her body did actually prepare for it
she wanted to disappear
fade into the background of life forever
the problem with ever thinking
you’re the main character
is the sneaky attack of understanding that
it’s a low budget film starring 1 member
les’nspired
