It's something like

It's like existing. 
Its like knowing.
It's like a key was turned,
and my heart started glowing.

-aq/lesnspired

Seeing clearly

ah, i see, i got it now;

it's what i saw some time ago
i just wish you would have been up front about
how soon you let it all go.

it would have helped
to match where you were
to stop kidding myself
and then believe what you let me know.

i only fault you this:
your omission and your fear,
to not speak up and let an old friend see
that you were no longer here.

...

free only

in my mind

next to nothing

instinctively

succinct to loving

here at the 

end of what I call,

disappearing

-aq/lesnspired