sometimes i’m so happy
drifting me away until
i can’t feel my face
where were the tears
that broke my heart yesterday?
and i can’t find my sadness
these days
but i know i didn’t give it away
because every so often
that fear grips my chest
ah it’s so good for me,
but it’s just… it’s just
how long do i have you, honey
until the next one comes?
i’m 1, then 2, then 3 and soon
i’m last in line and there’s no more room
ah yeah, it’s going well
you are filling my cup
my heart starts warming up
and then what?
because every so often
that deep fear takes a hold
of all that’s making me feel whole
and shows me sides that let me go
i have to face them when it comes
it’s part of life after you think you’ve won
and landing on my feet after defeat
it’s the issue when i find i am the only one
again
the only one
again
- les’nspired
