September 1, 2019

Silence

Tell me to go 
and I’ll go 
Tell me to stay
and I will,
Tell me to wait 
forever and ever 
And I will hold on
even still.

But tell me nothing 
And the world 
fades away,


into light shades of 
a boring gray;
and my eyesight will dim
as will my heart from within 
dying a little more every day. 

So, don’t be surprised 
to see me changed,
if ever you happen 
to meet me once again.
A life of silence 
brought a life of rain,
and I will have lived drenched 
in freezing cold and pain.
So be kind, please,
if I don’t look like a friend.
Life has been a series 
of efforts to not let it all end;
and that has been a battle 
I had not even wanted to win. 

-aq