July 8, 2018

Capsized

listen listen, it’s my heart
crying like riddles breaking free. 
metaphors that carry me away 
like a boat floating out to sea. 

unreachable 
you can’t come close 
your touch too searing hot to my skin. 
don’t hurt me 
get away
no one, nothing, nobody is allowed in. 


I float here...breathing 
The water rocks me a lullaby. 
the darkness envelops me,
my eyes close on the night sky. 

you can call to me from the shore
if you so dare to want. 
and sometimes i will hear you 
and sometimes I just won’t. 

because your words are nice 
they sing a fine tune,
but i’ve heard them before 
and they robbed my heart of room.  

maybe your song can be new 
full of sincerity and truth, 
maybe loyalty will be your voice 
and maybe I’ll believe you. 

Yes it is so much effort 
For one to require of you
I am too much work!
Oh yes, I believe this too! 

So better that you just leave me be 
Let me drift far far out to sea; 
To be swallowed by the metaphors 
That keep afloat the capsized soul of me. 


-les’nspired