same sky

I look out at the sunset

the lines running across the sky

I close my eyes

I sigh

I think my God for reminders

how many sunsets have I seen in this place?

some with tears, and others with a smile on my face

and still the sun set

the day ended

and a new day began

slipping

there is beauty in the world 

when you know you have a good friend 

but “there is nothing more terrifying than kindness 

that you believe may come to an end”

anxiety repair

anxiety can come to rock you

deep in your chest

with "what if.. and what if just..."

What if no!

and What if yes?!

you want it clear like black and white

you want it paved and "there you are"

it can feel like a balance beam

when the places to go seem so far