slipped

slipped and fell in the same accursed well

i will learn this time 

i will

crossed my arms and still

managed to open them wide for this hell

but i will learn this time

i will

broke this promise to myself

caught on too late but it was just as well

i will learn this time

i will

-les'nspired

December

December came

quick and stealthily

with the crackling of pinecones

underneath my feet

the scent of Juniper

tangy and sweet

and the stillness

in the frigid air

quieting anxiety...

"Shh," it says, "Shh...

delight in the serenity."

-Les'Nspired

I knew it

I knew it when he chose 

to pick himself up and walk away 

to spend time with someone else;

I knew it then 

and it was clear as day 

I was in this world all by myself